Long Overdue...
So clearly i never got around to writing anything "fruitful" by the end of that day...or any other day for that matter. so here i am. goes on to prove my point, doesn't it? i am the ultimate Pro at procrastination! \/,,
However, don't think for one second that i forgot about it. in fact i have thought of writing something, anything EVERY freaking DAY! i swear i am not kidding. but somehow.. i guess i just felt like i needed to write something meaningful for a change. and SO many times i came across substantial things to write about even, but either i would not have my laptop with me or no internet access or may be i would be in the shower, which as it happens is the universally acknowledged site of creative thinking. or these could all be a bunch of excuses to cover the fact that i was just being downright lazy to put all my thoughts into words.
isn't it refreshing to think of absolutely random and bizarre things in your head, without having to hand-pick and analyze exactly what it is that you are thinking about and then tuning your grey cells in that direction? instead just letting all your brain cells go in any direction they want to, all at once, no pressure, no stress! just letting them free! (wo, i can start a Freedom-Of-GREY-Cells movement, eh?) and in the process let yourself get caught up in the whirlpool of gratuitous confusion. needless to say that beyond this point, it ceases to be "refreshing"! THAT'S the price you pay for freeing those suckers! (movement abort! i repeat, Movement ABORT!)
come to think about it, why did i even think that it's refreshing in the first place? well, sure i go through this a lot...come to think of it, why, of why do i torment myself so??? i legitimately need therapy.
anyhow, the point i was trying to make is that i have serious issues with 'serious' and manicured stuffs (and there is a high chance that I've got ADHD)! so I've decided...to hell with it! perhaps i am not cut out for it so why not just stick to my bullcrap!
Also, i realised that its better to write any crap than not write anything at all. may be in time i will come up with something fruitful that way. or so i hope!
On an absolutely unrelated note, something incredible happened to me (and my roommates) last month! i met one of my Favourite person in the world and i feel like my life makes some sense after all!
on that note, let me end my babbling..
until next time then!
However, don't think for one second that i forgot about it. in fact i have thought of writing something, anything EVERY freaking DAY! i swear i am not kidding. but somehow.. i guess i just felt like i needed to write something meaningful for a change. and SO many times i came across substantial things to write about even, but either i would not have my laptop with me or no internet access or may be i would be in the shower, which as it happens is the universally acknowledged site of creative thinking. or these could all be a bunch of excuses to cover the fact that i was just being downright lazy to put all my thoughts into words.
isn't it refreshing to think of absolutely random and bizarre things in your head, without having to hand-pick and analyze exactly what it is that you are thinking about and then tuning your grey cells in that direction? instead just letting all your brain cells go in any direction they want to, all at once, no pressure, no stress! just letting them free! (wo, i can start a Freedom-Of-GREY-Cells movement, eh?) and in the process let yourself get caught up in the whirlpool of gratuitous confusion. needless to say that beyond this point, it ceases to be "refreshing"! THAT'S the price you pay for freeing those suckers! (movement abort! i repeat, Movement ABORT!)
come to think about it, why did i even think that it's refreshing in the first place? well, sure i go through this a lot...come to think of it, why, of why do i torment myself so??? i legitimately need therapy.
anyhow, the point i was trying to make is that i have serious issues with 'serious' and manicured stuffs (and there is a high chance that I've got ADHD)! so I've decided...to hell with it! perhaps i am not cut out for it so why not just stick to my bullcrap!
Also, i realised that its better to write any crap than not write anything at all. may be in time i will come up with something fruitful that way. or so i hope!
On an absolutely unrelated note, something incredible happened to me (and my roommates) last month! i met one of my Favourite person in the world and i feel like my life makes some sense after all!
on that note, let me end my babbling..
until next time then!
it was magical, last month :')
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